A lot has happened in a couple of weeks! I finally got initiated and am now a member of Delta Beta Sigma! Very excited for all the plans God has in store for me with that.
I went back to church this sunday for thefirst time in maybe 10 months!! I was anxious at first that I wouldn't find my new sunday school class, that I would be an outcast etc but I just took a deep breath in and reminded my self that I am a young ADULT. I embraced my first visit in a while and it actually turned out good. As soon as I arrived a child hood friend waved and welcomed me from upstairs. I met the youth pastor(whom is still somewhat 'new'). He acted like he didn't know I was sick for THREE YEARS!!! I've only been in & out of the ER & hospital 100 times....I have been in the newspaper, on the radio, on scoial media, in public, proclaiming how severely sick I am with Crohn's! My mind is just blown....When I say His face in paradise he will explain to me then maybe how oblivious people can be.
On another more positive note, church its self was fine. The worship service has gotten better. I love worshipping the Lord more than anything that pertains to church. It is an indescribable feeling. God made us to worship Him. The rush of joy that only the blood of Jesus can give is amazing!! I went to tonight's church service. It wasn't a regular church service by any means. Our former worship pastor(whom I won't name) came with his new group of young college students & they performed an instrumental concert complete with synchronized dancing, skits & testimonials. It truly was a perfect, BEAUTIFUL picture of young adults, worshipping the Lord with their God given talents!! I got to sit with some friends of mine in the service(whom are musically inclined like myself)and my former worship pastor's son whom is a friend of mine! It was good to chat & catch up with him about his new school and new life in a different state. I loved that we could just pick up where things left off.
I've been sticking to all my resolutions but 'losing weight'. I'm not over weight so I'm fine with the way things are for now.
I really just wanted to record how good of a day it was. Oh, did I mention I made a huge 'home made" candy bar with my mom? I'll save that for another day. Goodnight all!
